95 Thoughts We Had During The Jaw-Dropping Shadowhunters Spring Finale

We had a lot of feelings, okay?


Shadowhunters season 3A is over - but 3B will be along before you know it. We promise. In the meantime, we are still recovering from that shocking mid-season finale. The warlock battle, the Parabatai face-off, the hostage situation ... this show just gets bigger and better every season. Watch the spring finale again while you read this article - and tell us what was going through your head in the comments.

1 - They're not really going to kill Clary, right?

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2 - Oh hey, Iris - we were wondering where you disappeared to.
3 - Yes, Simon! No one messes with Maia and gets away with it.
4 - Still, can't help liking Jordan ... though he shouldn't have abandoned Maia.
5 - This Mark of Cain thing just gets better and better.
6 - Poor Magnus is going crazy trying to fix Jace. It's not his fault Lilith tricked him into making that elixir.
7 - He found a way to save Jace!
8 - Oh Heidi. Sweet, naive, violent Heidi. Can't you see she's trying to manipulate you?
9 - Obviously, Lilith is bad ... But we are really enjoying her female empowerment speech.

10 - Clary, what are you doing?

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11 - VALENTINE IS BACK.
12 - Okay, so this is happening.
13 - Poor Luke is so torn right now.
14 - Is Alec straight-up threatening to expose the High Warlock of Brooklyn? We love his rule-breaking side.
15 - Is Heidi really doing what we think she's doing?
16 - LET SIMON'S FAMILY GO. JUSTICE FOR ELAINE AND BECKY.
17 - Valentine is a horrible father, but we're kind of glad he finally realizes how badass Clary is.
18 - Clary is really not holding back in this interrogation.
19 - We should have known Lorenzo would betray us like this.

20 - Would Magnus' dad really help him out?

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21 - Damn Lorenzo for ruining his one chance of fixing things.
22 - Izzy getting all protective of Simon is so cute.
23 - Is there any chance Elaine will respond differently to finding out Simon is a vampire this time?
24 - Nope. She looks very freaked out.
25 - Of course Valentine can't be killed - he's already dead!
26 - It's time for a warlock duel.
27 - Honestly, can you blame Magnus for snapping? Lorenzo is really getting under his skin.
28 - Simon, no!! 😭
29 - So thankful that Izzy and Jordan got there in the nick of time.

30 - Elaine must be so confused, but she doesn't have to turn against her son like this.

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31 - And now there's a war at the Clave. Lovely.
32 - Wonder if Iris will go find Madzie now ...
33 - There's no way Alec could actually kill Jace. Right? No. But maybe? UGH.
34 - Izzy's being so supportive right now.
35 - Take that, Valentine. Clary is not letting you get away with this.
36 - JACE?
37 - No, Jace. Jace, you stop this right now.
38 - Well, that was gross. So glad we don't have to wait another week to watch the second half of the finale.
39 - Is this kid Jonathan? This totally explains why he is the way he is.

40 - No one likes hearing their kind-of boyfriend call another woman his "queen".

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41 - Worth a shot, Clary. When in doubt - run away.
42 - Why is everyone being so hard on Luke?
43 - Okay, some of this stuff does sound pretty suspicious.
44 - Now Luke has lost his pack and his job. He would literally do anything for Clary. That's why he's the best dad. ❤
45 - Whoa. Alec, you cannot let him go to Edom.
46 - From what we've heard Asmodeus is bad news.
47 - This Malec goodbye is literally heartbreaking.
48 - Please make it stop.
49 - I love you too. 😭

50 - Wow, Becky is taking this really well.

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51 - This is why we should all read/watch YA - it prepares you for this kind of situation.
52 - Simon hasn't lost his sister! Becky is amazing.
53 - Well ... hello, Asmodeus. 😉
54 - This guy is scarily handsome.
55 - Lol. Typical parent moment - complaining that we never call.
56 - Okay, we're not sure what just happened with Valentine's rib, but it did not look good.
57 - Ew, Lilith. Do you really need to kiss Jace every time you give him evil power? There has to be another way.
58 - Simon, why are you making us cry SO MUCH in this finale?
59 - We know he has to, but this is awful.

60 - 💔

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61 - We're so glad Izzy is there for him.
62 - No, Lilith. Jonathan cannot just have some of Clary's life force. She probably needs all of it for ... normal living stuff.
63 - Let's not resort to physical violence.
64 - Yeah, hmmm, Magnus has a good thing waiting for him so that's a pass.
65 - Luke and Maryse make such a good detective team.
66 - Remember when Maryse didn't even like Magnus? She has changed so much since season 1.
67 - Let's all hope for that dramatic Magnus entrance.
68 - It must be so frustrating for her to be sidelined. They're just protecting you because they care.
69 - We can't believe Alec was throwing shade at Simon for taking longer than a minute to run up and down a high-rise building.

70 - No Parabatai should ever be put in this situation.

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71 - Can you believe Alec actually shot that arrow? He must have really taken Jace's words to heart.
72 - We know Ollie is being possessed, but she's being a real pain right now.
73 - Who would be stupid enough to take on Izzy and Luke in a fight.
74 - Although, these people aren't really in their right minds.
75 - Alec is being so brave. 😭
76 - Why won't Jace just snap out of this demon possession thing?
77 - Magnus, you beautiful life-saving warlock.
78 - Jace is back!
79 - Poor Jace.

80 - Wait, hold on a second. Magnus has no magic?

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81 - Stop hurting Clary!
82 - Why is Jonathan getting the same mark? Is this about the life force thing? We already said no.
83 - Real Jace arriving just in time to save the day. We're so glad our boy is back.
84 - Although, Luke and Izzy were doing a pretty good job on their own.
85 - Love that sunlight rune. It's so pretty. ☀️
86 - Simon! No, this can't be happening. We must be in some kind of waking nightmare.
87 - He can survive that fall, right? He's basically invincible.
88 - Who's arm is that?
89 - Oh no. Jonathan's back.

90 - Yes, Lilith. You have met your match. Go back to Hell where you belong.

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91 - Wait, did the whole building just explode?
92 - Simon! We have never been so relieved in our lives.
93 - Jace. Simon. No. No, she can't just be gone.
94 - Clary, where are you? 😭
95 - Ahhhhhhh!

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There are no words.

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